Today

"Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, frustration, anger, and disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you.
**The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day..."**

So I pretty much had a crappy day! Monday was typical work day. The mornings are ALWAYS so hard! I am having such a hard time dealing with the lack of sleep I get! Pierce decided he needed some mommy time 4 times last night! I am right on the border of should I let him cry it out, or should I go comfort him?!! I do believe in letting the baby self soothe, but on the other hand I work 35-40 hours a week, and the night time I do get he has to a. share with his daddy and his big brother (who are both very needy boys) and b. share with the housework. I just feel guility. He is my baby and possibly my last baby (but only if I dont get my way, and honestly when does that ever happen! :)) So I have been getting up with him. Well he does his best sleep right before my alarm clock goes off, so i struggle to peel myself from bed to get ready and to pack up half my house so we all have what we need throughout the workday!!

Well the bad part of the day started when I was pumping at work. I am pumping, and all of a sudden I notice that something very warm is running down my leg, I look down and notice that my milk is leaking from the bottle and not only is my scrub bottoms pretty much soaked, they are soaked from breast milk! Breast milk that my baby is needing! He is going through a growth spurt and is a very hungry boy lately! Well anyways my only thought is the one who made up that stupid quote "no use
in crying over spilled milk" well they obviously never breastfed!

Nothing really went right since then! I took the kids to the grocery store to pick up a couple things, I thought we would be in and out and no big deal. Well what was I thinking! What in the world would taking 2 under 2 (not to mention 2 hungry under 2!) into the grocery store be quick and easy!! I will learn one day just to send Daddy!

I want to at least put one picture in every post!



Heres an old picture of me and Grant! When life was easy!!!!!